10 on 10 | April

spring days // school days // simple days

read Madeline's (delicious looking) post

All images now taken with this beauty.  After a long time of saving, waiting, and praying, I bought the Canon 5D Mk ii last week.  I have so many good things to say about it!  It's amazing!  (Also, I might have even called it my "soul mate" a few hours ago.  ;) )

the c family | indiana family photographer

I'm currently sitting in the middle of a spring snowstorm, and I've decided that those two words should not be next to each other in a sentence.  Spring needs to hurry up and get here.

While I'm dreaming of and planning for the summer, I thought I would share these photos with you.  These cuties are my cousins, and I had so much fun photographing them on the first day of December.  I've been babysitter, playmate, road trip companion, and "scary" boss to these three.  And now, photographer.  As you will see, they are full of life and laughter, and we had fun, even in the cold!

On another note, I'm gearing up for a rebrand and the start of the spring photography season - if this snow ever melts.  I'm so looking forward to it!

sister portraits in the snow

sometimes photos explain wrinkled-nose smiles better than words do.  sometimes ten minutes in the falling snow means more than "i love you", no, it means "i care about you","i want to spend time with you", and"i want to capture you the way i see you, full of life and innocence and joy."  sometimes sisters look so beautiful in the beginnings of four inches of snow that you have to let the flakes melt on your camera, have to let your hair get soaked, have to capture what you see.

this is life and i'm learning how to balance it

I've been taking a break from blogging and taking photos in general.  I haven't been feeling very creative, and my camera is in the same place that it was a week ago.  These photos above are raw and real life, the way I like them.  But at the same time, I desire to improve, I desire to do more with my photography.  These winter weeks have kept me busy, but they have also given me a need to rebrand, work harder, and be the best I can be right now.  I've been saving for a camera upgrade, I'm beginning to plan a rebrand, and I'm excited to be able to start/relaunch the business I've envisioned sometime in the spring/summer!

But the realization is this:  photography isn't everything.  Photography is just a small (very important, but small) part of my life.  There are other things that need my attention, like friendships, school, the future of the next few years.  I don't have to make myself stand out in the photography industry right now.  I don't need to constantly worry about producing better and better content for other's approval.  Photography is just a small part of this crazy life of mine, and I have many more years to become the photographer I want to be.  Right now is time for more important things, and so, I will continue to photograph - because it's what I love to do - but I won't let it become a burden of something I use to impress people.